never good enough

my next tattoo should be never good enough across my forehead..because im not ever.
aparently im not old enough and dont have enough tattoos to be considered for anything other than a "platonic relationship" woe is me superficial world. there was some other bullshit reason that some other girl didnt like me and i was told that i shouldnt be interested in someone that is attracted to such superficial things. trouble is i'm well aware of that... but i still like this girl anyway. the only glimmer of hope is that the last girl i was told the same deal about i cant remember..so hopefully ill be forgetting this one in the near future. ugh

and its getting depressing that my only present friend is a 30 year old roid raging monster but he really looks out for me
ive been going to the gym every day now and im getting way stronger and bigger so thats sick
im probably gona get my throat done next time lenny guests at our shop which should be in two months because well im over it ..annnd itll be free

all i have to keep my mind off of being a failure / apparently hopeless romantic male is to think about being a huge tattooed covered monster that even less people will be attracted to

i am so fucking tired right now its unbelievable

girl

hung out with this girl that moved to south philly recently from LA. shes real sweet and pretty. i duno how anythings gona end up. probably just end up becoming good friends its all good. hanging out again on wednesday siick

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