derek (1:13:25 AM): yo
diiiiiiiee (1:13:33 AM): yo
derek (1:13:35 AM): todays fuckin feb?
derek (1:13:38 AM): like were in feb?
diiiiiiiee (1:14:18 AM): yea
diiiiiiiee (1:14:22 AM): 26th
derek (1:15:03 AM): like
derek (1:15:08 AM): next month is fuckin march?
diiiiiiiee (1:15:10 AM): yea
derek (1:15:14 AM): omfg
derek (1:15:15 AM): wow
derek (1:15:16 AM): rly/
derek (1:15:22 AM): like march then april?
diiiiiiiee (1:15:35 AM): yea
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
dedication
this is a make or break year for me
there is as i see it no chance of coming out even into 2010 like i have every year of my life since ive been working and paying for most of my own way through everything which has been longer than it should have been. im either going to be way on top at the end of this year or down in the drain so far its not even funny
im ready for a challenge so i hope this is a make year for me because im set to make it
there is as i see it no chance of coming out even into 2010 like i have every year of my life since ive been working and paying for most of my own way through everything which has been longer than it should have been. im either going to be way on top at the end of this year or down in the drain so far its not even funny
im ready for a challenge so i hope this is a make year for me because im set to make it
Friday, February 20, 2009
upper class
ill never be as good as them. i dont know. i dont know where im trying to go with this. even true happiness wont make me as good as them. even if i end up running empire by myself which is whats going to end up happening. thats what 50k a year max. under the table. not taxed. thats not a good thing. my thoughts are so jumbled right now. like how can everything be going exactly how it should be and still not be good.
ill spit in someones face for saying theyre better than me..but theyre still better than me if they arent they werent before they said it.
fuck movies about anti corporation they run you they own you thats that. fuck being against the man. who are you anyway. no one. one person cant make a difference that is relevant to the grand scheme of anything without other people helping them. ill be an individual and you know what it wont do anything for me. but im going to do it anyway but ive accepted the truth.
the downfall of this shitty fucking society is not wanting people to be in charge of something just because they dont have the paper qualifications. fuck your papers. fuck you seriously. the modern education system makes no sense. it truely doesnt. apparently you learn things irrelevant to anything youll ever do outside of school to expand your mind. so why does this still go on at a collegiate level? you should stop expanding your mind and refine it to what you are going to do. refine it and become a master of one thing. bottom line is this happens the last two years of your schooling, or in a technical school. however the computer engineering major who took fucking english will get hired before the person who graduated from a tech school, or theyll both get hired and the college idiot gets paid more. give me a logical reason behind that please? one logical reason, they do the job better. but whos to say that on the day of hire. like a fucking spartan. learn to fight live to fight, become a master fighter. thats what youre meant for spartan. so why has society digressed? why are all great geniuses school drop outs or self educated? yes it is in part because education system of their time was not developed. however whos to say its development is an improvement? oh the same person who hires you based on that education. the one who provided the funding money for the inital loans for your schools.
process this one. i dont hire a person who goes to college, i hire a kid who is the best at doing the job and didnt go to college., i do this for my whole company. other companies are hiring who is best suited for the job based on how well they do certain tasks, not the paper they have that says they complete a course. or a better college. people who are self taught. the next generation of people decide not to go to college and learn on their own. no loans are being taken out to go to school. loan companies fail. they have no bank accounts anymore. the banks collapse. your fdic insured money is paid to you in cash as the banks close. full economic crisis. not great, full. but clearly student loans arent the only large funding of banks, insurance is too, for some reason youre required to insure yourself, whos to tell me i have to pay 200 dollars a month for auto insurance, whos to say i dont have enough cash to pay for my hospital bill and the 2 people in the other car i crashed into and the money to fix the car? basically just think of this. the governement makes you pay insurance, to non government funded companies, why? so they can keep money in bank accounts to build interest and get taxed. anyone who says the government is corrupt is ignorant to the fact that we are not a true democracy because if we were there would be no corruption, but without the corruption there would be mass failure and collapse. there is no flawless government and history shows that society always collapses. roman empire egyptian empire etc all collapse. its a curse to be able to connect every single thing or person to something corrupt in a second or less.and a curse to realize that "corruption" is actually necessary for a society to function. this is on a group level , but a group can not be corrupt without corrupt individuals right? so maybe one person can make a difference
ill spit in someones face for saying theyre better than me..but theyre still better than me if they arent they werent before they said it.
fuck movies about anti corporation they run you they own you thats that. fuck being against the man. who are you anyway. no one. one person cant make a difference that is relevant to the grand scheme of anything without other people helping them. ill be an individual and you know what it wont do anything for me. but im going to do it anyway but ive accepted the truth.
the downfall of this shitty fucking society is not wanting people to be in charge of something just because they dont have the paper qualifications. fuck your papers. fuck you seriously. the modern education system makes no sense. it truely doesnt. apparently you learn things irrelevant to anything youll ever do outside of school to expand your mind. so why does this still go on at a collegiate level? you should stop expanding your mind and refine it to what you are going to do. refine it and become a master of one thing. bottom line is this happens the last two years of your schooling, or in a technical school. however the computer engineering major who took fucking english will get hired before the person who graduated from a tech school, or theyll both get hired and the college idiot gets paid more. give me a logical reason behind that please? one logical reason, they do the job better. but whos to say that on the day of hire. like a fucking spartan. learn to fight live to fight, become a master fighter. thats what youre meant for spartan. so why has society digressed? why are all great geniuses school drop outs or self educated? yes it is in part because education system of their time was not developed. however whos to say its development is an improvement? oh the same person who hires you based on that education. the one who provided the funding money for the inital loans for your schools.
process this one. i dont hire a person who goes to college, i hire a kid who is the best at doing the job and didnt go to college., i do this for my whole company. other companies are hiring who is best suited for the job based on how well they do certain tasks, not the paper they have that says they complete a course. or a better college. people who are self taught. the next generation of people decide not to go to college and learn on their own. no loans are being taken out to go to school. loan companies fail. they have no bank accounts anymore. the banks collapse. your fdic insured money is paid to you in cash as the banks close. full economic crisis. not great, full. but clearly student loans arent the only large funding of banks, insurance is too, for some reason youre required to insure yourself, whos to tell me i have to pay 200 dollars a month for auto insurance, whos to say i dont have enough cash to pay for my hospital bill and the 2 people in the other car i crashed into and the money to fix the car? basically just think of this. the governement makes you pay insurance, to non government funded companies, why? so they can keep money in bank accounts to build interest and get taxed. anyone who says the government is corrupt is ignorant to the fact that we are not a true democracy because if we were there would be no corruption, but without the corruption there would be mass failure and collapse. there is no flawless government and history shows that society always collapses. roman empire egyptian empire etc all collapse. its a curse to be able to connect every single thing or person to something corrupt in a second or less.and a curse to realize that "corruption" is actually necessary for a society to function. this is on a group level , but a group can not be corrupt without corrupt individuals right? so maybe one person can make a difference
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
fake
so one of who i thought was my best friends ...and i dont use that term often at all...owes me 90 dollars for a phone i sold him from on my fuckin birthday cause im that good of a friend and he needed one. he also has my bike wheels that he promised to fix..and said he did..then admitted to lying and not fixing. im too furious to explain the lies lately. hes been avoiding me. wont answer the phone. read my myspace messages where i called him out with no reply. hes a coward. well guess what i fuckin found out today...motherfuckers been selling coke. i dont associate with people like that. im embarrassed to have ever. especially when i know hes for lack of a better term a whore..and everyone knows it and i never wanted people to think i may be like that.because im the opposite. and on that whore note. i also found out he just gave a girl gonorhea. which i dont feel like looking up the spelling to. im only writing this because he could get me into some trouble i just hope not. just needs to stay away from me and everyone i know. seeing that hes already avoiding me i dont think thatll be a problem. kid has no real friends. so much more to vent i dont even feel like it im gona go elsewhere and punch the fuckin air or some shit.
Monday, February 2, 2009
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