upper class

ill never be as good as them. i dont know. i dont know where im trying to go with this. even true happiness wont make me as good as them. even if i end up running empire by myself which is whats going to end up happening. thats what 50k a year max. under the table. not taxed. thats not a good thing. my thoughts are so jumbled right now. like how can everything be going exactly how it should be and still not be good.
ill spit in someones face for saying theyre better than me..but theyre still better than me if they arent they werent before they said it.
fuck movies about anti corporation they run you they own you thats that. fuck being against the man. who are you anyway. no one. one person cant make a difference that is relevant to the grand scheme of anything without other people helping them. ill be an individual and you know what it wont do anything for me. but im going to do it anyway but ive accepted the truth.
the downfall of this shitty fucking society is not wanting people to be in charge of something just because they dont have the paper qualifications. fuck your papers. fuck you seriously. the modern education system makes no sense. it truely doesnt. apparently you learn things irrelevant to anything youll ever do outside of school to expand your mind. so why does this still go on at a collegiate level? you should stop expanding your mind and refine it to what you are going to do. refine it and become a master of one thing. bottom line is this happens the last two years of your schooling, or in a technical school. however the computer engineering major who took fucking english will get hired before the person who graduated from a tech school, or theyll both get hired and the college idiot gets paid more. give me a logical reason behind that please? one logical reason, they do the job better. but whos to say that on the day of hire. like a fucking spartan. learn to fight live to fight, become a master fighter. thats what youre meant for spartan. so why has society digressed? why are all great geniuses school drop outs or self educated? yes it is in part because education system of their time was not developed. however whos to say its development is an improvement? oh the same person who hires you based on that education. the one who provided the funding money for the inital loans for your schools.

process this one. i dont hire a person who goes to college, i hire a kid who is the best at doing the job and didnt go to college., i do this for my whole company. other companies are hiring who is best suited for the job based on how well they do certain tasks, not the paper they have that says they complete a course. or a better college. people who are self taught. the next generation of people decide not to go to college and learn on their own. no loans are being taken out to go to school. loan companies fail. they have no bank accounts anymore. the banks collapse. your fdic insured money is paid to you in cash as the banks close. full economic crisis. not great, full. but clearly student loans arent the only large funding of banks, insurance is too, for some reason youre required to insure yourself, whos to tell me i have to pay 200 dollars a month for auto insurance, whos to say i dont have enough cash to pay for my hospital bill and the 2 people in the other car i crashed into and the money to fix the car? basically just think of this. the governement makes you pay insurance, to non government funded companies, why? so they can keep money in bank accounts to build interest and get taxed. anyone who says the government is corrupt is ignorant to the fact that we are not a true democracy because if we were there would be no corruption, but without the corruption there would be mass failure and collapse. there is no flawless government and history shows that society always collapses. roman empire egyptian empire etc all collapse. its a curse to be able to connect every single thing or person to something corrupt in a second or less.and a curse to realize that "corruption" is actually necessary for a society to function. this is on a group level , but a group can not be corrupt without corrupt individuals right? so maybe one person can make a difference